Early on Wednesday morning, there was a car accident... 5 people in the car... 4 of them, all friends of mine from college, from my class, were injured {2 are out of hospital, 2 of them are still being kept in}..
Unfortunatly, the 5th passenger in the car, Perri, was killed...

Its impossible to believe that the people i often sit with in class are injured and one of them is dead... at 17... if she had died from an illness or old age it would be a lot easier to cope with... but a sudden death.. you just dont ever think it would happen. not to someone you know and love. not to someone you see and talk to every day..

Perri... We all love and miss you more than anything in the world, and im so sorry this happened to you...

And i know you wont read this but Amy... i cant imagine how you must feel losing Perri. everyone knows how close you two are and i know you will never be the same again... Losing a friend is never easy, but for you, it must be even worse...

RIP Perri...

TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS -
Just to let you all know, I am off on holiday for a few days...
I will be back soon, and if you want to get hold of me, most of you know my mobile number, so send me a message!!!

See ya all soon!!!

~ Natti
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{Ebil/Natz}

ok.. i remember a song from when i was really little... yet no matter what i do, i cant find the rest of the lyrics!

anyone got any suggestions??

i dont have any internet access at college... i might get the net back on tuesday, but i dont know if i will or not.. the computer people arent exactly very helpful...

but the sooner im back, the better...

missed me?

i dont like being me.
i dont like being someone else...

i despise what ive become... i hide away from the people around me, i demand attention then shy away when i get it, i'll put on a front and pretend im someone im not to get people to like me...

im not me anymore...

and i dont like it at all...